qianyu.
jaycee,they call me.
staff nurse.
15091988.
love the YAP family.
loves JC. <3
loves my friends.
loves life.
loves the nature.
loves food, that sadly explains my size. haha!
jus when work was goin all good. it was utterly horrible today.
one word: hectic.
my medication rounds would finish usually at 8am. n i'll start doing all the things i need to, take note what are the things that are due.
but i freaking finished my med rounds at 9am. when the Drs. were already halfway thru their rounds. i had insulin to give, ALL the IV dilutions to do n give. and cuz i my pt had to go for this CT halfway thru. seriously la, i mean, class b2. why do they expect so much? i know i'm not supposed to think this way, but 'HELLOOOOO' there's B1 n A classes to choose from. don't expect A class treatment. 14 patients with their 'F' families can kill.
all was good till i came back from break. so many procedures those pt went for.
two newly diagnosed cancers, one bleed in the head and had to go for emerg op. 3 suddenly ill patients made me rush like crazy. -new orders -new referrals -new meds -new calls -horrible neurosurgeon. GRRAR. we're in CGH, not SGH. don't expect wad u get at SGH here.
i passed a whole lot of shit stuff to asyik. which i feel terribly about. till now.
today's the first first first ever time that i feel so uneasy leaving cgh. i dunno, i'll always make sure i do up what i have to finish before i step outta the ward, n i'll smile at the end of the day thinkin of all the good deeds i did for my patients.
but today, for the first time. i felt so wierd, i felt like many things were left undone. i checked n rechecked my list so many times, i only had one report left unwritten. i din noe how come i felt so so horrible.
'd be goin down tmr to complete what i hadn't.
howells. had a long long chat with banana loves, we cried. tough times la. let off everything, told her everything, she told me her side of her story, managed to let off steam.
definitely felt better. thanks mavis cherr. =) for the sweet msg n call.
baby was anxiously tryin to help me solve things by comfortin me n all that. hahaa. thanks love.
bah, sad things aside, off day tmr. family dinner with lisa jiejie's family n YAPs.
